Monday, November 23, 2015

जिवनातल्या हरवलेल्या निरागसतेच्या शोधात…

का कुणास ठाऊक, आज जाणवत आहे हरवलेली निरागसता. निखळ हास्य हरवुन गेलय कुठेतरी . का अस झाल असेल याचा शोध गेताना सापडते विषण्णता. पैसा , प्रगती, ध्येय हेच आहे का सगळ काही ? मला नाही वाटत. कुठे तरी खोल , अजुन निरागसता टिकून आहे. ती परत सापडेल अशी आशा नक्की आहे , पण नेहमी अस आशावादी राहाण पण दिवसेंदिवस कठीण होत चाललंय…

ह्या जिद्दीचा पण कंटाळा येतो . का इतक कठीण आहे हसण? मला स्वच्छंदी जगायचं,  ह्या जाणिवेचे क्षणभंगुर अस्तित्व कायमचे नष्ट करायचं . का हव बाह्य ध्येय? फक्त हसण ध्येय असु शकत नाही का?  सतत काहीतरी मिळवायचं, काहीतरी करायचं, कुठेतरी जायचय… का? फक्त आणि फक्त असू शकत नाही का? एका फुलासारखं. काय कमवायचं असत फुलाला? त्याच आयुष्य फक्त 'असत'.

पण मग वाटत , मिळालाच आहे आयुष्य तर होऊन जाऊदे… सगळ काही एका ध्येयामागे देऊन टाकाव. वेडेपणाच्या सगळ्या सीमा तोडून टाकाव्यात. त्या वेडेपणात मिळेल ती निरागसता . कदाचित हेच सत्य आहे. कदाचित नाही .  

Monday, November 9, 2015

#Toyota sets aside $1 billion for #AI and robotic research center.

from Twitter

November 08, 2015 at 07:53PM

Friday, June 26, 2015

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Sunday, April 26, 2015


त्या उदास संध्याकाळी, एकांताच्या उंच शिखरावर,मनाच्या खोलात अजुनही, रम्य वास्तव कुठेतरी आहे॰
कुणाची तरी संगत फक्त तिथे आहे॰ अव्यक्त जाणीवांच्या लहरी काळाचे बांध तोडून पायांना स्पर्श करताहेत॰ मन उदास इथे, पण पुर्णपणे निश्चिंत तिथे॰
हा भुतकाळ, भविष्यकाळ कि फक्त मृगजळ? कि काळाला भुत आणि भविष्यात तोडुन आपण करतोय भयंकर चुक? 
या असंदिग्ध वाटणार्या भावनेच्या मुळाशी आहे चिरंतन प्रसंन्नता, ह्या साक्षात्कारानेच उदासीनतेची धुळ काहिशी पुसल्याचा भास मात्र नक्की होत आहे ॰

Sunday, March 29, 2015


“I am a firm believer of the fact that every change is always good” these were the words said to me by someone with more experience. This was completely out of context but fits perfectly to my situation. Undergoing a lot of change recently by shifting to UK, don’t know for how many years.

Swindon is a nice city. I liked it the moment I arrived here. Very serene. Hope this place inspires me and keeps me on right track. It certainly has a potential to do so. For now, so many things happening simultaneously and enjoying this.

I thought there will be a resistance to change, internally. But strangely it’s not there. I think, I have also started to believe that any change is always good. It’ll teach me a lot and I am ready for it. 

Wednesday, December 10, 2014


Once a very wise teacher, had to choose a successor. He decided to do that on the basis of an examination. He called all his pupils and said, “I will ask all of you a question. One who can answer that will be my successor.” Teacher being the wisest, it was clear that question would be very challenging and the chosen one will be truly great.
“What is Life, in just one word?”
“It is ambition, without that life will just be ordinary. Aimless. Nothing will move. We will not build civilizations, we will not strive to become great.”  Said one student. Teacher smiled and looked at someone else for an answer.
“It is nothing but Love. I don’t need to explain that” Said someone with full confidence. Teacher thought for a moment and said “Very good. Love is essence of life, but it is not life. There are other emotions as well and Love alone cannot describe what life is. “
Pain, Dance, Music, Knowledge, Gift were some of the answers given by pupils. Wise teacher was still not happy.
A shy, petite kid standing at corner raised his hand hesitantly. Wise teacher asked him to speak.
That moment teacher knew that this kid will be his successor.
“Every moment in our lives, from the moment we are born, life enters us through every breath yet our journey towards death continues. Every instance we have this urge to stop and reflect and think of every possible consequence of our tiniest action yet at the same moment we have to act. We have to build civilizations, win wars, climb mountains yet we want to stop and reflect. This duality is paradox. Small moment in itself contains eternity.”
We want to love our family, pets, country, and fellow beings. We want to give all we have. Everything. Yet we know we have to hold back something. Something that is ‘You’. Scriptures teach us concept of Non-Duality (Adwaita). Yet we know instinctively that we are different from others. This is duality. A Paradox.”
We want to achieve a lot. Yet we know that our lives will not be sufficient if we decide to enjoy what we already have. We have ambition, yet we know that it does not matter. We want to stop and reflect and do nothing but we have to go ahead and move mountains. This is duality. A Paradox.
Men fall in love every time they see a beautiful woman. Yet they know reality and remember their wives. They want to make love to those women yet want to be known as cultured. Same is true with women. This is duality. A Paradox.”
We want security. We want to keep things as they are for eternity yet we want to improve them. We want to go to heaven yet we don’t want to die. We want to be ecstatic about everything yet there is this deep sadness that shackles us. We know that this sadness is real and something is terribly wrong about life yet we also know that life has be celebrated and we are lucky one to be born as humans. This is duality. A Paradox.”
Most of us are not even aware of this paradox. Few of us are aware of it but clueless about how to deal with it, or rather how to deal with life. Very few of us, the truly wise ones are not only aware that life is a paradox but also know how to deal with it.”